liars go to hell!!!
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bad things happen to good people, that's my latest realization. no matter how we try to be good, things wont always turn out half the way we want them to. all my life, i have not deliberately tried to hurt anyone. i never exerted an effort to fit in with any group, but i cant think of living my life any other way. i always do what i think is right, and i fight for what i believe in.
i dont always get the approval of the people around me, but i dont care about what they think. It's the thought "what i do is for the good of everyone" that keeps me going. people say i have a very strong personality, but everyone has his Achilles heel. and im not exempted. i get hurt when people tell me that im not doing the things that im supposed to be doing. im only human. i get tired. i get demoralized. the last thing i need is someone criticizing me without trully knowing what im going thru. shit! im so sick of being me!!!!!!!!

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