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liars go to hell!!!

some life

it's 10:30 pm and we're still at work..duh! call center life. we didnt have a decent dinner..i mean who eats lunch at 4pm? we do.  not that i hate my job. it's always fun being with friends, despite the stress and evrthing that makes hell hell. while we do work like crazy we make sure we have fun. the idea of annihilating evry irate caller we get hold of makes life sweeter than sweet.

this is not my dream..i wasnt brought up to take every verbal abuse sitting down. i really wasnt. but now is not the time to start whining..success is not for whiners..not for cry babies.

im starting to appreciate evry single task, evry single ordeal that comes my way. it's not fun having to deal with tough issues at a young age. it really isnt...

posted by: leizelna at 14:10 | link | comments

just a coincidence

just a coincidence..

1. jinky and i are using the same pc.

-----we've been in pst for 3 weeks now, and only  this moment that i found out that we're actually using the same pc. i opened tks..and oh yes..it was jinky's tks.

2. i was thinking about a friend that i haven't seen in a long time. he's actually somewhere in basilan working in a european funded project..guess what..he texted me just a couple of minutes ago..

3. i was thinking about the guy that i really love..i've been thinking hard about him the past few days..well..it turned out he's registered in my missed call list. he can try again. im not in the mood to take the role of a submissive girlfriend..someday maybe..but definitely not today.

not today when i have a lot of things in mind.

not today when im too tired to even breathe.

not today when im totally frustrated.

not today when there's no room for being mushy.

posted by: leizelna at 04:13 | link | comments

my best intellectual buddy!

It's been a really long time since aye and i have had a real conversation. meaning, face to face conversation. while we do keep in touch with the aid of technology..e-mails here and there...but know what? sometimes i wanna see her face, her reaction..it makes all the difference.

the most sensible conversations i had in my life were always with her. she believes in what i say..and she can make out what i say without having to exert so much effort. we talk about politics, society, love, philosophy..we talk about our deepest feelings. our anxieties, frustrations, dreams and what have you..

we can shift from being coñotic to prol. we have dual personalities. we're both a character to reckon with.

we often have opposite opinion on things..but it made us appreciate each other even more. we can yell at each other..critize each other..but at the end of the day we love each other even more.

you cannot deny being a captive of this woman's wits..you can hear her thoughts and voice resounding even in your sleep..cuz indeed she's made perfect sense again..

 

i miss you girl..my best intellectual buddy!

posted by: leizelna at 09:06 | link | comments (2)